HAPPY BIRTHDAY JM!
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The Unhappiness
Few unhappy events happened with dearx during past few weeks. =(
this time im so willing to post it out cuz most of my close frens knew it.. asked abt it and i told them abt it alr. thks all for the advices and concern! =D Like what we always said, friends are always equally important one! =P
Anyway, i had a happy week starting from 09th Aug 7pm. Enjoyed crab feast with dearx at East Coast Long Beach. UNFORGETTABLE! will elaborate when i have the pics =)
My PHOBIA
However i fell sick la and that suck cuz med med med! hate it!! if not becuz of the MC i will never go to the doc unless im having high fever. really have the phobia i think. i really had a hard time trying to swallow those idiot med..since young. argh.
it goes like that..
1) had that sucky feeling while preparing the med..poured warm water..placed sour plums nicely on the table
2) heart began to beat faster and kept psychoing myself that the only way to recover is to swallow these stuffs
3) kept psychoing myself again n again..
4) finally took the courage to swallow ALL pills. of cuz one pill by one pill la..=( one pill to one bite of sour plum. sometimes even vomitted those pills out SOBS!
5) crazily took big gulps of water at the next sec.
6) heart beat has yet to slow down
7) crazily ate another sour plum to overcome my fear n the awful taste
8) felt better with the sour plum in my mouth
9) planned not to take the med again
10) & most of time, i did carried out my plan..
i'm not exaggerating! =(
taking med is a one-time for me.. i really cant take it.
i'm glad that i dont fall sick oftenly..
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